all this chris brown talk is just….
i’m over it. i’m over him. i personally have been for a while.
i still enjoy some of his music and think despite his douchebag tendencies he’s physically attractive… and me being an avid Rihanna supporter it’s only right i somewhat support him. (if she’s happy i am.) lol
BUT FOR REAL THOUGH?
MAN FUCK ALL YOU DELUSIONAL ASS PEOPLE ranting about how much the media attacks him and how he’s some damn victim.
i don’t care how long ago that shit happened. hell Rihanna herself has publicly forgiven him but shit .. it still happened.
HE STILL FUCKING BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF A FEMALE .. LET ALONE THE ONE HE WAS CALLING HIS OWN DAMN GIRLFRIEND.
now this is coming from someone who witnessed abuse in her own home between her parents. if my dad could change i’m sure chris can too. i’m not condoning people being unforgiving. WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES.
but i’m so tired of him putting himself in sticky situations..throwing temper tantrums..cussing people out on twitter..always posting pics of himself high and smoking.. (rihanna does it too and it aint cute) .. so on and so forth and then playing the victim.
like really my nigga? when he posted that pic of his cut on his face on instagram. look nigga. that shit wasn’t no where near as bad as the Rihanna TMZ photo.
i never heard of someone crying over something they essentially put on themselves.
i know i’m probably gonna get some “team breezy” hate
but for real though! chris really isn’t that innocent. or at least he’s not trying hard enough to be. his instagram name itself was “fuckyopictures”. i’m not saying he can’t live his life but in the same breath it’s like he started to build this “bad boy” reputation and was running with it. people want to compare his situation to Michael Jackson and say we’ll miss him when he’s gone. chris aint somewhere tryna sing about positive messages. he aint no where talking about the man in the mirror. he has social media or had i guess now..but had social media of his own. if the general media is always showing the bad chris wasn’t no where posting anything significantly positive.
all i’m saying is after going through something as he did..you’d think he’d make a complete turn around about life. you’d think he’d focus on his career more. he’d stay out of people’s way and so on and so forth.
sometimes people constantly talk about you cause you give them a reason to..you give them something little to take and turn into something big. is it fair?
HELL FUCKING GOD DAMN NO IT IS NOT FAIR!!
but is it reality? yes.
people call Rihanna a slut all the damn time. why? cause she STAY naked.
people stay claiming Beyonce’s fake. she faked her pregnancy..she lip synced..
why? cause she stay quiet. so it gives people a reason to believe she’s hiding shit.
people stay calling kanye narcissistic and a douchebag who only cares about himself. why? cause he says stuff like “my greatest pain in life is that i will never be able to see myself perform. except for on play back”
just let that all settle in.
happy birthday to a man who has inspired me on so many different levels for so many different reasons. His creativity and relentless drive to just be HIMSELF has and still motivates me to push forth. if I could explain what kanye means to me.. I wouldn’t. it’s my beautiful dark twisted little secret. but yeah happy bday king Ye . I really hope he’s somewhere drowning in his own sea of greatness. (Taken with Instagram)
Kanye West in the Balenciaga Arena Black/Black
photo by William Yan
that kanye wasn’t lying in no church in the wild…
“love is cursed by monogamy”
makes for a great discussion topic. but yet and still no one will convince me otherwise.. it’s a curse. the whole concept of it and what it causes us to do curses love and love’s full potential.