today, if not already..
I’ve come to realize that I’ve waisted away.. well I’m not gonna say waisted BUT I’ve spent all of my glory days as a teen growing up! I was a church girl and I was so engulfed in being everyone else’s savior and example of good that I never really experienced being “young wild and free.” hard to explain but now as my friends embark on their 20s and slowly take steps to maturing and whatever the fuck else.. my cussing is at a all time high, I’ve given more guys my number in the past couple of months then my entire life, I’m more brutally honest, rightfully selfish, andddd I’m just doing me. it’s a good thing though. I deserve this time. I deserve these moments.. creating these stories and memories. I deserve some youth. I think being a artist has ALOT with my barely there teen experiences. seeing the word artistically does a lot to your decision making and changes your idea of fun naturally so… sooo with all that being said.. (typed.) I think it’s time I be a little immature.
“reality is catching up with me.. taking my inner child I’m fighting for CUSTODY.” -KW
“I don’t really give a fuck and my excuse is that I’m YOUNG” -Drake
“Feels so good being bad, there’s no way I’m turning back” -Rih Rih
I think I’m going to purposely misplace my morals and embark on doing some things I wouldn’t normally find socially acceptable.
you only live once right?